Christmas Eve at my mother in law’s feels like it happened so long ago because of the pandemic. It was so nice to spend time with family on Christmas Eve. The simple things were taken for granted before the pandemic. I just expected to see family on Christmas Eve but when I couldn’t I was … Continue reading Christmas Eve After Quarantine Christmas Eve
I'm so sorry for your loss. I never wanted you to understand the pain I do every day so soon. I may know what it’s like to lose a father, but I can't even imagine the pain you're feeling right now. It's a greater pain than I will ever feel because COVID-19 took him from … Continue reading To My Best Mommy Friend Who Lost Her Father To Covid-19
As I look out the window as the rain falls from the sky, I wonder if the pain of losing my mom would even heal itself or at least I will learn to cope with her death. The truth is I don't think I will never heal or learn to cope. Why, because a loss … Continue reading Grieving For A Mother Takes Time, So Keep Your Head Up
If only, 1- 800-HEAVEN was a real number.
I would rather have you here on Earth with me.
Life isn’t always butterflies, and unicorns like everyone thinks it is. It's much darker than a lot of us would like to admit. Days are full of frustrations and struggle that not everyone can handle on their own. And life is also full of loss. But I’m not afraid of death. So does that make me … Continue reading Just Because I Have Dark Thoughts Doesn’t Mean I’m Suicidal
I never imagine how much pain I would be in seeing others with their mothers until I lost mine. It's like a knife stabbing into my heart multiple times. I hate feeling envious of other moms with their moms and grandmas with their grandchildren. My heart just broke into a million pieces every time. Some … Continue reading To The Girl Wishing, She Wasn’t Motherless
Anxiety isn't all bad, it can bring out unique qualities that make anxious girls the best at showing they love you truly and completely. 1) She's constantly worrying about you. 2) So every time you see her, she'll be thrilled. 3) And you'll get plenty of affection. 4) She overthinks everything and always wants to … Continue reading 13 Lovable Traits That Prove the Anxious Girl’s Worth Your Time And Love
Anxiety twists all of the thoughts inside of your mind. Anxiety whispers lies into your ears all day long. You can’t help, but listen to every word without second guessing yourself. You wake up every morning wondering what it’s going to tell you today. You stay up late soaking in a bath of negativity; you're … Continue reading 20 Anxious Thoughts That Try To Drag Us Down
Depression tells me many lies throughout the day. It calls me names and brings me down on the daily basis. But the biggest thing depression loves to tell me is I’m always wrong. It's like I can't win or hear over the whispers. I wake up every day wondering what depression is going to tell … Continue reading Depression Sends Me to Wonderland