How is time moving so fast without you? I swear it still feels like yesterday … when I first heard you had cancer. when you told you had diabetes. when I visited you in the hospital almost every day after school. when your cancer came back and you decided not to get treatment anymore. when … Continue reading Here’s To 14 Years Of Being A Fatherless Daughter
Dear Mom, Time is flying way too fast without you. It's been 8 years now. I’m not even sure how because it still feels like yesterday I got the worst news of my life. I still trying to cope without you. My heart still aches for you. I’m not sure the pain in my heart … Continue reading Dear Mom On Eight Years
Dear Mom, Happy 7th birthday and Mother’s Day heaven. I miss you so much. Hopefully, dad and you are having a party together. I hope you’re also enjoying Crystal in heaven with you too. I wish she could have hung on longer to meet my daughter, but I guess she wasn’t meant to just like … Continue reading 2022 Birthday Letter To My Mom
Mother's Day is here again. It's a bitter sweet holiday for me. I'm a motherless mom. Every year, I get messed feelings of joy and sadness. I can't help it. My mind just doesn't know how I should feel. I want to be happy because I love being a mom to my beautiful daughter. Then, … Continue reading Late Post: Mother’s Day Is Different This Year
Christmas Eve at my mother in law’s feels like it happened so long ago because of the pandemic. It was so nice to spend time with family on Christmas Eve. The simple things were taken for granted before the pandemic. I just expected to see family on Christmas Eve but when I couldn’t I was … Continue reading Christmas Eve After Quarantine Christmas Eve
Mom, the years are passing by way too fast. I don’t even know where the time is going anymore. It’s like I blink and another year passes by without you. The pain isn’t getting any better. Time just opens up a bigger hole in my heart instead of healing the broken pieces. Grief is a … Continue reading Watching The Years Pass By Too Fast
Dear mom, Happy 6th birthday in heaven and Mother’s Day. I hope dad is making you breakfast in bed and brought you flowers to plant in your garden. I imagine you have a garden in heaven since you love planting flowers and growing vegetables. I bet it’s a beautiful garden like your soul. Ana and … Continue reading Happy 6th birthday To My mom in Heaven
Thanksgiving is a holiday where you share what you’re thankful for with others. The typical things people say they’re thankful for are their Mom and Dad. Sometimes, other things are mentioned but it’s mainly Mom and Dad. They should be because parents are wonderful figures in our lives. Moms and Dads do so much for … Continue reading Thanksgiving During A Pandemic as a Parentless Mother
Dear Mom, Time just keeps moving on without you. It’s starting to see as if another day now. I hate how it’s feeling like a typical day. My heart still feels heavy as always on this day. But it’s different because I’m trying to not let it drain me. I can’t let the numbness and … Continue reading Dear Mom Six Years Ago You Left Me
As October starts, I can't help myself from thinking about what if my mom was alive. October has always been my favorite month but the last almost 6 years brought on a roller coaster of emotions. Luckily as my daughter gets older, the pain of my mom’s death anniversary disappears in the air. She loves … Continue reading Wake Me Up When October Ends During The Pandemic
Confessions of a Parentless Mother 
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