A year ago today, my mom’s house was sold. I have mixed feelings about this day. The day itself was emotional and has a hold on my heart. I wish I could still go to this gorgeous house and visit my mom. I hoped this day was a nightmare this last year, but of course, … Continue reading Today Marks A Year For The Closing of My Mom’s House
My heart feels heavy today. I miss you so much, mom. I wish I didn’t have to be motherless on Mother’s Day. The pain is unreal. I hate seeing all the Mother’s Day posts popping up on my newsfeed. I’m feeling jealous of everyone with a mom still alive. I thought writing a special post … Continue reading A Letter to My Mom And Myself On Mother’s Day
Another year means another motherless Mother’s Day. The pain will always be heavy but a different kind of heavy each year. This year is an extremely painful year because the Coronavirus messed up live for so many people. The absent of a mom during this time messes with your mind. Why because you’re inside thinking … Continue reading Being A Motherless Mother On Mother’s Day During Quarantine
Dear Mom, I don’t know if Dad told you are not but your birthday is different this year. I’ll summarize it for you. A new virus called the Coronavirus or COVID19 hit the world. It’s a nasty virus who kills a lot of people and getting tons of people sick. Everyone is in Quarantine and … Continue reading Happy Quarantine Birthday In Heaven, Mom
The thought of not having you around breaks my heart into a million puzzle pieces. I’m trying to pick up the pieces, but nothing works to ease the pain. My heart longs to have you back into my life. I feel as if I lost a part of me when you Died. Every day is … Continue reading Wandering Thoughts of Grief
I’m a newly working mom. And you know what, it sucks so much. I hate every moment of being a working mom. The battle between being a mom and working becomes a daily challenge I can't get used to as much as I try. I can't wrap my head around why a woman have to … Continue reading Why Does A Woman Have To Choice A Career Or Having Kids
Dear Mom, I miss you so much. I can’t believe it’s been 5 years since you left me. My heart is aching with pain today. Time is flying way too fast without you. I hate how much you’re missing. I guess I’m just going to have to fill you in. My daughter started Preschool in … Continue reading Please Send This Letter to Heaven
Mother's Day is a day to honor your mother. When you're mom isn't in the picture anymore, the day is more filled with sorrow and tears. What happens when you're a mom yourself? You're forced to celebrate even if you're secretly don't want to without your own mom. You have no choice because you're a … Continue reading Here’s To Another Motherless Mother’s Day
Dear Mom, Hi. I miss you. I miss you every day. Life is so strange without you. I feel like I'm dragging along without you. My days are so foggy. I can't function when the fog comes crushing in. Some days, I can pulls the fog out of the way while others make be feel … Continue reading To My Mom On Mother’s Day
Moving on after a Mother’s death isn't possible because you can never “move on.” The pain is too deep to so call “move on” from.
Confessions of a Parentless Mother 