Dear Mom, Time just keeps moving on without you. It’s starting to see as if another day now. I hate how it’s feeling like a typical day. My heart still feels heavy as always on this day. But it’s different because I’m trying to not let it drain me. I can’t let the numbness and … Continue reading Dear Mom Six Years Ago You Left Me
As October starts, I can't help myself from thinking about what if my mom was alive. October has always been my favorite month but the last almost 6 years brought on a roller coaster of emotions. Luckily as my daughter gets older, the pain of my mom’s death anniversary disappears in the air. She loves … Continue reading Wake Me Up When October Ends During The Pandemic
Everyone hates dealing with life after death and the grieving process. Is it the same every time? No! How do people deal with it? Everyone is different! Does it change you? Oh yes, definitely, will change you! How should one cope? Continue reading to find out! Grieving is different for everyone. It's also never the … Continue reading Grief Doesn’t Always Approach The Same Way
A year ago today, my mom’s house was sold. I have mixed feelings about this day. The day itself was emotional and has a hold on my heart. I wish I could still go to this gorgeous house and visit my mom. I hoped this day was a nightmare this last year, but of course, … Continue reading Today Marks A Year For The Closing of My Mom’s House
My heart feels heavy today. I miss you so much, mom. I wish I didn’t have to be motherless on Mother’s Day. The pain is unreal. I hate seeing all the Mother’s Day posts popping up on my newsfeed. I’m feeling jealous of everyone with a mom still alive. I thought writing a special post … Continue reading A Letter to My Mom And Myself On Mother’s Day
My daughter loves talking to be about what we’re going to do tomorrow before bed since quarantine started. So last night, I told her what her teacher had planned and asked her what’s words she wanted to learn to write. She told me. I mentioned, “Tomorrow is my dad’s birthday.” She asked, “How do you … Continue reading My Daughter Helps Me More Than She Understands Right Now
Dear Dad, 2020 is different than the other birthday without you. The world has a nasty virus going around called Coronavirus or COVID-19. In the United States, a lot of stores are closed. The school is closed until September. The whole United States is in quarantine. Other countries have also shut down as well. I’m … Continue reading Quarantine Birthday Letter to My Dad In Heaven
The thought of not having you around breaks my heart into a million puzzle pieces. I’m trying to pick up the pieces, but nothing works to ease the pain. My heart longs to have you back into my life. I feel as if I lost a part of me when you Died. Every day is … Continue reading Wandering Thoughts of Grief
I can’t believe it’s been so long. Time flew so fast and not a day goes by where I wish you were here with me. I’m entering a new decade without you. It’s 2020 now, Dad. I wish you come to experience life with me in this new decade. You can’t though because it’s eleven … Continue reading Eleven Years Since You Have Passed Away
I made the choice of letting my daughter that my parents have died. I never wanted to sugarcoat the truth for her especially when she started questioning things. I’m glad I did too because then she knows why I get so sad sometimes. Look I know, a lot of parents say you should hide your … Continue reading The Absent of Parents Is Effecting My Daughter
Confessions of a Parentless Mother 
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