Another year means another motherless Mother’s Day. The pain will always be heavy but a different kind of heavy each year. This year is an extremely painful year because the Coronavirus messed up live for so many people. The absent of a mom during this time messes with your mind. Why because you’re inside thinking … Continue reading Being A Motherless Mother On Mother’s Day During Quarantine
I must rediscover who I am without your alive. I must pull away the sorrow and bring in the happiness again.
I never imagine how much pain I would be in seeing others with their mothers until I lost mine. It's like a knife stabbing into my heart multiple times. I hate feeling envious of other moms with their moms and grandmas with their grandchildren. My heart just broke into a million pieces every time. Some … Continue reading To The Girl Wishing, She Wasn’t Motherless
Your mind is constantly spinning on circles. You never know what’s going to happen next. It drains you completely. You’re the girl who life loves to throw under the bus. You feel as if Life thinks, what else can I put on her plate? How much will break her? It’s overwhelming being strong girl everyone … Continue reading To The Girl Who’s Life Seems To Pick On
Do you ever wonder why something happened? Or why it happened at a particular moment? Or why it happened at a particular time in your life? Or what would happen if you choose a different path? Oh if everything would have been the same? I do all the time. I'm not sure why I do … Continue reading Overthinking About What If I Have Chosen A Different Path