Christmas Eve After Quarantine Christmas Eve

Christmas Eve at my mother in law’s feels like it happened so long ago because of the pandemic. It was so nice to spend time with family on Christmas Eve. The simple things were taken for granted before the pandemic. I just expected to see family on Christmas Eve but when I couldn’t I was …

How To Survive Easter When You’re Parentless

Easter is here. You’re probably hating every hour, minute, and second of the preparations and celebrations. Every inch of your body is aching and holding back from having an anxiety attack in front of the people around you. You just want to scream because all of the mothers and fathers are making you feel uncomfortable. …

Heaven Cannot Be Any Closer

I miss you every day. My mind does not go a day without thinking about you. I wish I could unwind the thought of missing you. I can you watching over me but it’s not same and upsets me. I wish you could be closer than the made up set in my mind. I just …

I Have To Survive Another Year Without My Parents

Another year means more things my parents will miss and can’t attend. It also means more advice I could have used from them when things are going downhill. On top of that, it means I have to wake up every day knowing I can’t text or call either of them. The painful thoughts of reality …