Dear Mom, I Have Some Much To Tell You

Dear Mom,  I have so much to tell you. Life has so many positives right now. Hopefully, you’re watching down on me and smiling. I’m starting to feel myself again. Anastasia is changing so much as well. Life’s turning around now. Some days are easier than others for me without you. I feel as if…

Watching The Years Pass By Too Fast

Mom, the years are passing by way too fast. I don’t even know where the time is going anymore. It’s like I blink and another year passes by without you. The pain isn’t getting any better. Time just opens up a bigger hole in my heart instead of healing the broken pieces. Grief is a…

My Daughter’s Pooh Bear Turns 7 Today

Today is Pooh Bear’s birthday. Every year, my daughter and I celebrate it with cupcakes and gifts. He’s special to her since my mom gave him to her. She wants to honor and celebrate her time with him. Pooh Bear has helped her a lot over the years. He did EVERYTHING with her until Kindergarten…

Here’s To 11 Years With My Soulmate

Happy 11th anniversary to my best friend and soulmate! I can’t believe the time has flown by so fast. Time seriously flew back with you. It still blows my mind when I think about how long we have been together. The both of us have grown up so much since the summer we meant. We…

Summer Of Fun

Kindergarten has passed. I have a soon-to-be 1st grader. The summer is here. My daughter is having fun and finding happiness again. The pandemic took so much from this little princess and so many other kids. Things are feeling normal for the time being. I’m not sure what the future holds but as for now…

My 12th Father’s Day Without You Letter

Dear Dad, Another Father’s Day without you in the books. I miss you dearly. It’s 12 Father’s Day without you. Time is flying by way too fast. I can’t believe you have been gone for so long. What’s new with me? Good news …. The pandemic is starting to loosen up. I got my vaccination…

My Mom’s Dog Passed Away In Her Sleep

My heart feels heavy today. My mom’s husky passed away in her sleep. Her name was Crystal. She was a crazy day who loved running with me and loved to talk. I will never forget my time with her. I didn’t see her as much as I would have liked to but I know she…

Happy 6th birthday To My mom in Heaven

Dear mom, Happy 6th birthday in heaven and Mother’s Day. I hope dad is making you breakfast in bed and brought you flowers to plant in your garden. I imagine you have a garden in heaven since you love planting flowers and growing vegetables. I bet it’s a beautiful garden like your soul. Ana and…

Mother’s Day Creeped Up This Year

Another year without my Mom on Mother’s Day is here. My heart feels heavy. All the mom posts are starting to pop up. My heart is aching for my mom. I wish I could make a post of pictures with her and my daughter, but I can’t. I have no pictures of my daughter and…

Happy 12th Birthday In Heaven To My Dad

Dear Dad, Happy 12th birthday in heaven. I hope everything is going well with you in heaven. I’m still missing you here on Earth. I wish I could celebrate with you. The world is still in a pandemic. Schools are half virtual and hybrid now. Your granddaughter is virtual because she has migraines and it…