2022 Letter To My Dad on His Birthday

Dear Dad,  Happy birthday. I’m missing you dearly. I hope you’re having a wonderful birthday in heaven. I wish I could celebrate with you.  This year, my family are quarantined for having Covid. The three of us have survived the last two years not getting Covid. Sigh, everyone is going to get it at some …

Fading Into the Month of May

May makes my mind fade into a fog. I’m drowning in my thoughts as another year of missed birthdays and Mother’s Day creeps up on me. I mentally forgot about Mother’s Day this year because work and life are keeping me busy. May is here now; I can’t forget about it now. The day will …

A Month Ago Today, My Little Family Adopted a Puppy

My family and I added a fur baby to our family. We talked about getting a pet for the longest time, but couldn’t agree on what to get as a pet. All of of when back and forth on what pet we each wanted to get. We finally agreed on a puppy. My daughter knew …

100 Days of School

I can’t believe today is the 100th of school for my daughter. Time has flew so fast this year. I’m so happy to announce my daughter stayed in school for 100 days. Oh well, she did have two weeks of virtual school after Winter break, BUT other than she stayed in school this year. My …

Thirteen Year Anniversary Letter To My Dad

Dear Dad, I’m missing you hard this year because your brother passed away on Christmas and his funeral was on Saturday. My heart aches because you were younger than him. You should have been at his funeral with me. God had other plans though of taking you off this Earth before Uncle Eugene. Life just …

Christmas Eve After Quarantine Christmas Eve

Christmas Eve at my mother in law’s feels like it happened so long ago because of the pandemic. It was so nice to spend time with family on Christmas Eve. The simple things were taken for granted before the pandemic. I just expected to see family on Christmas Eve but when I couldn’t I was …

Another Thanksgiving Without My Parents

Thanksgiving is the time to share what you’re thankful for over the year. It’s hard to think about what I’m thankful for after seeing all the posts saying “I’m thankful for my parents” popping up. I have to thinks about what they taught me and how they made me into the woman I am today.  …

Dear Mom, I Have Some Much To Tell You

Dear Mom,  I have so much to tell you. Life has so many positives right now. Hopefully, you’re watching down on me and smiling. I’m starting to feel myself again. Anastasia is changing so much as well. Life’s turning around now. Some days are easier than others for me without you. I feel as if …

Watching The Years Pass By Too Fast

Mom, the years are passing by way too fast. I don’t even know where the time is going anymore. It’s like I blink and another year passes by without you. The pain isn’t getting any better. Time just opens up a bigger hole in my heart instead of healing the broken pieces. Grief is a …

My Daughter’s Pooh Bear Turns 7 Today

Today is Pooh Bear’s birthday. Every year, my daughter and I celebrate it with cupcakes and gifts. He’s special to her since my mom gave him to her. She wants to honor and celebrate her time with him. Pooh Bear has helped her a lot over the years. He did EVERYTHING with her until Kindergarten …