Mom, Missing You Is An Understatment

I feel like I
Am trapped in
A bad nightmare
Trying to run my
Life without you. How
Could I live without
My mom, keeps
R
U
N
N
I
N
G through my mind.

I used to turn to her
For every thing. Now
I feel
Like a lost cub searching
For her mom in the wild. No
Hope of finding her. Trying to
Learn how to survive without
Her.

No one my age should be
Dealing with losing her
Mom. It’s not fair. Life is
Not fair. My anxiety
Screams in my ears, echoing
Through my mind.

I am trying my hardest
To stay strong. Every
Bone in my body
Is breaking into
Pieces. I have
To stay strong for
My daughter. I will stay
Strong. She needs me to.
I need to be strong for myself
As well. I will I miss you, Mom.

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